For real, though, I never really let out my internet personality irl. People who know me irl would never guess that I'm a "hehe :3 queer furry uwu" on the internet. And if the little gay people in my computer met me irl, they wouldn't meet "online me" but "irl me," and that's a completely different person.
Idk, of course you adapt a bit depending on the people you're with, but I feel like I'm always me (just sometimes more serious, sometimes more silly, etc.).
I hope you'll find people irl with whom you can also be a hehe :3 queer furry uwu in real life and spend quality time with them
